I've been ok. I'm just confused about what I should be doing. In life. I stepped down from my position as store manager, and I'm relieved. I feel like my life is beginning in a new path again. I know that if I had kept that store I would have become too complacent with the paycheck and not worried about the things that I'm truly passionate about. I ( Read more... )

Ok so the couple past weeks have been hectic, to say the least ( Read more... )

i hate the fact that i'm alienated from my family right now. Family and friends. I miss them...

well. it's funny to be back here and in full writing motion. lol. i never thought i would ever be rereading all of the chapters of past years... but it helps to let the past go in a way and so i continue to record my feelings ( Read more... )

so yes, geezz!. i cant believe my journal is still alive and filled with all of these memoirs of that crucial time. lol. its funny how i have my life playing constantly on re-runs of 2006. The year my life changed ( Read more... )

i have an ugly dilemna with myself. and of course it has to do with my long distance relationship with henry. when he was down here in florida life was peachy. now its just boring and nonspontaneous. i feel like im burned out. i really want to move out. get my own place. get started with my life. or restart my life so to speak. i dont know when he ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure he's the one. i'm pretty sure he's the man i've always wanted. he's the love of my life. and i can't wait till he comes down. and yay he's coming on the fifth of may. and i really couldnt be happier. he's the one person that makes my world go round and i really can't stand the thought of having to be away from him for any longer ( Read more... )

so he dumped me, henry did. he wanted me to feel the pain he felt when i cheated on him. but he still wants us to stay the same... friends or whatever. so then, whats the point of breaking up? to prove his point. point proved indeed. i never thought that i would feel so without feeling. i'm very numb. i know i have thought about breaking up with ( Read more... )

thats the question, is it not? well... i don't know if i'm going to be with henry or not. i guess it's kind of scary to think that i won't have him anymore, because i love the boy. love him.
but, i realize that not everything is all happy and smiles. and it's always better to have experienced him than to not have had him at all. yet, in the back of ( Read more... )

so uhh... henry still hasnt called me. damn. so i dont know what that means...or if it means anything at all. but yea, i won't be the one calling him either. i don't understand why he's being like this, but whatever, until he changes his attitude i really don't care about whatever is up his ass. and if he wants to break up, all he has to do is say ( Read more... )