I really do. Financially, at least. And emotionally but that has nothing to do with April. I'm actually hoping that life will get better soon. The weather is really nice, so there's more sunshine. When I was younger, I used to laugh at people saying that their mood depended on the weather. Yeah well...not laughing anymore because guess what? If it' ( Read more... )

Life is change ( Read more... )

I bought blue orchids today. They're beautiful. Beyond beautiful actually because I've never seen orchids this color before. I like blue. And black and red. Makes you wonder, huh?


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For a while now, I've been dealing with "mood swings". Let's put it nicely, yes ( Read more... )

I have a new job. I officially start on May 1st. I can't wait. But I have a few more weeks to go so I'm counting the days. So that's a positive thing at least ( Read more... )

I'm trapped in my head. So many thoughts and scenarios, relentlessly trying to gnaw at that little bit of sanity I have left.

Sometimes I can't escape these thoughts. Going around in circles over and over and over again until my head hurts. Literally.

My mind is a cage for my soul. How do I break free?

Well, I at least know why he didn't call or text. He met someone, which is absolutely fine. Since this was all about fun anyway. I just wished he'd have said so from the get go because then he'd have spared me a lot of hurt ( Read more... )

So much for keeping a daily journal ( Read more... )

It's Friday. Thank fucking god ( Read more... )

So far the resolution of writing a daily blog post is coming along quite nicely ( Read more... )