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My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulceinwyn goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as sexy cat.aradiamoon tricks you! You get a clothespin.fael_inis gives you 7 dark blue spearmint-flavoured gummy worms.firefly_night tricks you! You lose 4 pieces of candy!fumbled_dreams tricks you! You lose 2 pieces of candy!jackiesparrow_ gives you 10 light orange ( Read more... )

I'm back from the hospital. Got home this afternoon. I honestly don't feel ready to be home. I don't feel any different than when I went into the hospital, but the doctor wouldn't keep me any longer. He thinks I don't need to be there. I'm still suicidal, my anxiety is still way up and I feel like crap in general. They adjusted my medication some, ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let you guys know that I will be going to the hospital either tonight or tomorrow. It all depends on if I think I can last the night. I guess we'll see. Needless to say I'm not doing well at all, and I don't think I can do it on my own anymore. They'll probably keep me. Some of you will be getting phone calls from me once I'm ( Read more... )

Had a busy day today on not much sleep. I went to bed around midnight knowing I had to get up for 8am. You would think this would give me plenty of sleep time. Well, it would have had I been able to get to sleep. 5am rolled around, and I was still awake. So, less than 3 hours after I went to sleep I was rudely awoken by my alarm clock. Now, you're ( Read more... )

I havn't done anything today. I slept late, had dinner, and came to sit at the computer. My anxiety has decided to go through the roof. I went with my mom to buy Wendy's and I had trouble just sitting in the car. I didn't even have to go into Wendy's because we went through the drive through, my mom was obviously driving, so I didn't even have to ( Read more... )

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Been having a rough few days. Had a big fight with my mom, which is never good. Things have settled down, but the subject of the fight is still pretty tender if it gets brought up. Unfortuantly, the only way to prevent another such fight is to talk about it this time, which isn't happening. I have something for my mom to read, and hopefully that ( Read more... )

I don't even know what I want to write today. I havn't been doing so well. It's probably the change in meds. I'm adjusting, and that takes time. Unfortuantly it has left me feeling like crap. I'm super depressed at the moment for no aparant reason and I don't like it one bit. Not that anyone woule like it, but you get my drift. I wish there was ( Read more... )