hey stripes fans, the season is resuming after a strange, week-long hiatus. what they've decided to do is take the games that got bumped from last week, and put them on the end of the season. this means we're finally getting our chance to play the jr. rebels, the only other team in our way, the only other undefeated, 7-0 team. we really need to ( Read more... )

i just got schooled, and rightly so. i am a HUGE asshole, and it amazes me that anyone has any respect for me at all. lesson learned, i hope. thank you. i deserve it.

i took a long, hard, honest look in the mirror, and i did not like what i saw. i've been living a half-truth for a long time, convincing myself that the status quo was a-ok, that nothing was wrong, and that there was nothing to fix. i was gravely mistaken. i didn't know how unhappy i actually was. upon learning this, and actually owning it and ( Read more... )

THIS IS ALL MY OWN FAULT. i deserve no sympathy, and no one else deserves any blame.

i think i'm going crazy. i can't think. i can barely breathe. i'm dizzy. my vision's blurry and shaky. i'm shaking. i want to cry, but i don't have the energy. or the tears. there's this buzzing, ringing thing going in my ears. i'm sick to my stomach, and for once it's not the goddamned ibs. my fingers are kinda numb. there's a great, gaping, ( Read more... )

"...but everything's different now, and you changed that, and you can't...change it back..."

four hours of crying ( Read more... )

since there was no dinner & last nite, i decided to finally go check out the new wednesday karaoke show. it was reeeeally weird to be at koc, while karaoke was going on, and not have bruce in the booth, and to not know a soul there. (well, there were 3 people i've seen on other nights, but none of them are more than acquaintances). they run a ( Read more... )

...and i think i will be shortly. ( i hope. )

so i got a follow-up call from the nurse at the doctor's office, to make sure i was feeling alright, to schedule a follow-up appointment with the doctor, and to call in a prescription for me. a few days later, i get another call from the nurse again to tell me the results are in, and there's nothing wrong with my colon at all. we all figured this ( Read more... )