absconding.
erased.
over.
out.

goodbye.

jolene heard her father's uneven snore.
right then she knew there must be something more.

there will be.

and this time the coin will be double-sided so that there will be no argument.

yuuulia: i'm just. braindead ( Read more... )

mal'chik-gey

smotrish' nezhno, zhdesh' ego vinman'ya
chuvstva te zhe... no, ne ponimayu
skol'ko mozhno zhit', lyubya, ukradkoi
ochen' slozhno skryt' tvoi povadki
ochen' trudno skryt' moi stradan'ya
ochen', ochen', ochen' ochen'
neprilichnoe zhelan'e

mal'chik-gey, mal'chik-gey
bud' so mnoi ponaglei
ot styda ne krasnei
mal'chik-gey, mal'chik-gey
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I escaped. I ran far enough away to where nothing could get me anymore. I ran and hid and ruined my guise even as I threw up all the necessary camouflage ( Read more... )

I suppose I have ruined even this.

May the gods forgive me.

So today a guy of the Brahmin caste in India who already has one Ph.D. and is working on dissertation for another came with two other already-Ph.D.-working-on-2nd people to bring der Chair to my house. My furniture got moved by an Indian prince with two royal guards ( Read more... )

Something is driving me insane ( Read more... )

The Saturday evening after finals. The first night in which I've been off and completely unfettered in ages ( Read more... )