I just want to go to sleep for a very very long time - and when I wake up everything in the world will be better. I'll be better at being in the world.

I somehow simultaneously bored and restless; agitated and apathetic...

♥ My bestest best friend. My sister. My person ( Read more... )

God how I loathe bad weather. Low-grade level of mopey and depressed/apathetic all week long.
I mean I can turn up the charm/energy once I'm out of the house and interacting with people but getting out of bed at all is a battle. putting on clothes is a chore that requires looking in a mirror and then all hell breaks loose. ugh.

I'm not okay but in learning to be okay with not being okay. I like my life and actively work at changing the parts of my life that I don't like. I have to believe the people out there that seem to have their shit together actually do. I have to believe someday in some way I too will feel like I have at least a part of my life figured out ( Read more... )

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I just watched the documentary A Place At the Table - which I HIGHLY recommend - on food-insecurity and food policy in America and it pretty much broke me but also got me back on track with my policy passions/ambitions/how I hope to leave the world (lately I've been a little whiny and lazy and omg chocolates so many ahhh ( Read more... )

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