ugh im so done ( Read more... )

Sometimes it feels like my life is off to the races and it's pretty exhilarating but also paralysing with choices and time constraints and I just want to hide out and BREATHE. haha. It's great but it lacks stability and, me being me, I'm constantly whirling around, juggling a million things, with a giant smile on my face but sheer panic in my eyes ( Read more... )

I realized- it finally clicked- that the one thing I want to do with my life is: education ( Read more... )

Taken from kitschful!

I am participating in this Pay it Forward initiative: people who comment on this status with "I'm in" will receive a surprise from me at some point in this calendar year. Anything from a book, a ticket, something home grown or made, a postcard, absolutely any surprise. There will be no warning and when the mood takes me and ( Read more... )

There's definitely a point in weight loss when you hit a level of diminishing returns ( Read more... )

I personally hate alcohol. There, I said it! It somehow feels blasphemous in today's modern 20-somethings culture but I truly don' t understand the appeal of disgusting bitter alcohol - beer, wine, or spirits. It's all just bleh to me ( Read more... )

It is 2014 and I have reached all the goals I set for myself in 2013 but not actually in a good way ( Read more... )

Sometimes I look around and I'm not sure if I want to laugh, cry, or laugh-cry at all the could have beens that I let slip by as I panicked and obsessed and neurotically self sabotaged out of fear of rejection/failure ( Read more... )

How did I go from happy, energetic, social butterfly to this anxiety ridden, reticent, sullen ana-bulimic who's basically terrified and loathed of any human contact. Like I HATE talking to people. I hate making small talk and I find it awkward and unnecessary. It makes me nervous and uncomfortable and I am self conscious and antisocial ( Read more... )

So I was reading this article "Marriage isn't for you" and it's actually a really good and interesting read. It's about how marriage is not FOR you. Marriage/love is loving someone else. It's finding that person that *you* WANT to MAKE HAPPY. Finding the person you want to shower with you love, whose smile lights up your world and whose smile YOU ( Read more... )