I BLEED YOUR PAIN...
Long Deep Breaths
Suppress the stinging ache in my heart.
Let me take the knife out of you
so you can put it in my side.
You broke through me.
I let you inside.
You uncovered my mask.
I took a chance.
Your lips are uncontrollable pleasure
Your body and my body
TOGETHER
release undying chemicals.
Time is deceased.
Penetration of Pure ( Read more... )

So last night i went to the dance it was ok...kinda shot, but then i left and it was good... but ya it was fun so me and dave r back togeather and its all good but then today i went to emmmis moms new store to visit her with megan joey and julie then we picked up emmi after we walked around capitola with her cuz her moms store is in capitola so ( Read more... )

ya so suprsingly today was a really good day... idk i was really happy when i woke up idk y...maybe it was that me and dave talked on the fone last night for like 3 hrs... idk if we have ever talked that long. and it wasnt aquard at all! it made me feel better. but then i came to school for once today and it was weird when i first saw him but then ( Read more... )

Well today me and dave broke up. :( this was a bad week. ive been sick adn i didnt go to school tuesday or today. so my day started out ok i woke up at 1 no one  was home i got a phone call from my mom saying i could stay home cuz she knew i was sick. so then i feel like shit and then dave calls me saying hes over it. :( im  sad but i knew it was ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK! why does everything bad have to happen? Can't I do something good enough or even close to right. im sry i fuck everything up!

If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?

(Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be).

Well today i dyed my hair again.... its kinda blondish now haha o well... IM done w/ drivers ed now i can drive YES! and its Emilios Bday

HAPPY BDAY EMILIO!

thats all i had to say

well today i started my drivers ed stuff... its sooo boring like its common sence. at lease im closer to getting my permit. Im hoping to have it by march 19th so i can get my lisence on my 16th bday! but that seems soo far away.. who knows i hope it will go by fast... HAHA Celeste driving YES!

I HATE V-DAY! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A VALENTINE IT SUCKS!

Im sorry for hurting you. I never ment for anything bad to come out of this and Im am sooo sorry. I love you so much you have no idea. The reason I was upset today at you was because I havent seen you in weeks and this was the one day i would probally get to see you for another week. I just wanted to see you I miss you. When i say see i dont mean a ( Read more... )