"Slowly I seem to be turning in to everything I have always hated and the sad truth is, I cannot seem get enough. He just has this way of making everything feel so good ( Read more... )

Cozied up to the toilet, face stuck on the floor.
I met expectations that I was trying to ignore.

Get out of my head before it explodes.

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Life is amazing. Tragic, yet always true. Everyday is another story. I love my blood, both pure and self made. I miss my ghost. I also miss you, Ben ( Read more... )

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Everybody said it would be this hard.

"As soon as you came in, all the beast went away."

• My Kitty was sick. Lucky for us, he is doing much better now. I'm glad it wasn't too serious.
  I love Fatty.

• Work is good. I'm tired, but making pretty damn good money.
  I love having some direction.

• I've decided that guys are all worthless. I need no one in particular and no one will change my mind ( Read more... )

"Look at you. Breaking up friendships left and right."
"That's right. That's what I do bestIn that moment I knew, it could have been anyone- I could have been you. Tears may have forced their way out my eyes, but he was holding me so tight. And when we kiss I forget to remember. Nothing else matters when I feel he makes me whole again ( Read more... )

As of late, he has been stalking my dreams.
I am not here to complain but simply pray for a better way.

You know i'd give anything to feel that warmth again.

... Oh, how I miss you so.