So after careful analysis of my recent situations, I have decided that I will no longer be engaging in conversations that make it sound like I have long term goals.

I found her...
I needed to talk to her to remember why I don't want her anymore
she is in South Carolina and engaged....
God I was stupid for wasting the last few months trying to dig up ( Read more... )

So I dressed up for the first time today in like... months.  I forgot how good I look dressed up... call it an ego booster... or something.  
I love the way I've been feeling lately.  Things have been so good.  I am still trying to find myself in all this mess that is a brain, and for that matter I am trying to find God, and what he or it truly is ( Read more... )

So it is 1:41 for the second time this morning... and I am beginning to realize that I am not really unhappy being single at all.  Sure I miss  feeling loved, and I miss someone to hold on these cold nights... but being around two couples tonight didn't affect me in the least.  I want to hold someone and I want to make someone's life better, but I' ( Read more... )

If you want some inspiriation to do something... read this... the whole thing and watch the video
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Hoobastank- Our song

For some reason
we've had the same dreams and acted on our love
and now look where we are
and the times when we don't get along
have only made us strong
I know we all will say
it was worth the pain

When we'll all be gathered around
knowing the love we gave's not a waste
you know they will know it's true
that when the day when we'll all be ( Read more... )

Hello my fan base ( Read more... )

I just bought and watched a movie: Full Metal Alchemist: The curse of shambala, and I have to say that I loved it.
It brought something to the forefront of my mind: sometimes we have to think about what is better for others before we think about ourselves, and sometimes it is reversed.  one of the secrets to being truly happy and being considered a ( Read more... )

I do not know where to start... to start to tell this story of mine ( Read more... )

I wanna run away... I just want to let all of this life go and move to Seattle or something... Maybe I'll start saving... may be I'll do it... who knows ( Read more... )

It seems the harder I Swim, the faster I sink
The more I smile, the easier it is to frown
Everytime I know I'm right I'm wrong
and anytime I see her picture, I worry about her......

Why can't i tear her out of my life's book?
I just want that past we had... I want it gone
I want to just be her friend and not have to worry about walking on glass

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