the rain stopped. i wanted it to go on all night. it makes me sad.

so ive had a really good couple of days. spent like *counts in head* 5 days with nestor. its been fun. and hes not sick of me yet...its amazing.

got id'd at the grog shop today whilst buying schnapps...i was fair chuffed.

although now apparently i look like a bird rather than a fish. frannies people amuse me. theyre so fucking stupid.

well im 18. have been for like 3 days now. ive bought alcohol a couple of times and still havent been asked for id. its really disapointing. and my wisdom teeth have started coming through with a vengence... and now my mouth is all swollen and it hurts like a bitch ( Read more... )

well im 18.

Exactly 1 hour to go until all my youth is gone forever. and ill be an adult. YUCK!

Its my birthday tomorrow.

I'm really excited... but also very nervous.

i had a dream last night that they fucked up my tattoo. and now im scared.

ug. its only 6:30 and im already bored out of my skull.

i am happy now.

*smiles*

fir the first day in a while ive been upset, close to tears so many times... and i dont know why. no wait i do. its hard to be happy when i know people dont want me to be. well you know what fuck you! i dont trust you! im sorry but youve done so much to make me not trust you... you hurt so many people why would things change now ( Read more... )

And I wonder,
If everything could ever feel this real forever,
If anything could ever be this good again.
The only thing I'll ever ask of you,
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when.

im happy happy happy happy happy happy happy.

just thought everyone should know.