Have you ever been attracted to someone that all of your sensibilities tell you that you shouldn't be. I'm sort of having that problem now at work. First off, I'm his boss. I mean we're not a really uptight company but it's still wrong. Second, I don't date people I work with Third: he's a Pagan-bashing republican. Not exactly a match made in ( Read more... )

I've been doing a hell of a lot of thinking lately. I've done a lot of changing since I've started this thing and I think it's for the better. For one, I've quit doing coke and getting drunk. I mean I'll have a glass of wine or two every so often but those occasions are few and far between which is a vast improvement from the constant alcoholic ( Read more... )

God why must I be so spineless sometimes. I think I am never going to have the guts to finally tell Andrew how I've felt about him for a while. Grrr. It seems like everytime I have the oppurtunity to tell him I chicken out. Sorry to open with a little tirade there but this has been really getting to me. I have always been too nice and too passive ( Read more... )

Sheesh I can't even remember the last time that I've written in here. I can imagine that I have no one left that I am friended by. Again I have been pretty busy. I've finally recovered from the ass-whipping that is working two restaraunt jobs in a resort town in tourist season. God, it's no wonder that all of us spend September and October in comas ( Read more... )

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I wonder which is the greater of the two evils in this situation: not to like oneself or not to know onesself ( Read more... )

She sits on her bed
dead rock stars watching over her
from the pictures on her walls
scribbling away while
her music seals her off
from her surroundings

she feels the invisible girl sometimes
alone, unseen even in a crowd
with an inner strength she doesn't yet know
she posesses

Sorry I haven't been updating that frequently again. I've been pretty busy and, honestly didn't have that much that was worth posting ( Read more... )

Oh the Andrew goodness. He and I have been not only hanging out on a daily basis but also having nice long IM conversations. It's nice to be able to talk just the two of us. We've been averaging at least an hour per conversation. Not that bad of a thing, especailly since he never really talks that much when we're in a group situation. Not bad at ( Read more... )