apparently im really bad at getting broken up with.
i cant turn off my feelings.
and all i feel back is getting ignored.
that probably hurts more than anything he could say.
how can you say you still care about me so much but then act like this?
i hate it all.
i tried being with other boys but it just made me miss him more.
this sucks.

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be truthful ( Read more... )

leah. you are in my heart and prayers ( Read more... )

i just explained to my mom what beer pong is.
she laughed and said it sounded like fun.
then she told me drunken college stories.
i love my mom.

wow. its been quite a bit since ive written here ( Read more... )

my life rocks. i love it ( Read more... )

i absolutely loved junior retreat. every minute. i love my friends and i love my life ( Read more... )

i hate research papers. and computers that delete them.

im stressed and in a bad mood.

and ul is losing.

going to bed.

ive grown up alot lately in a lot of the ways.

i think im ready. i think ive been running from a real relationship for a long time. i have found one that is worth the change though. definitly worth it.

things have been been great lately. :)