wow. i really really really cannot comprehend. why the fuck is everything falling apart?...for me. it's so frustrating. it's so unfair. i don't know how to react at times. nothing remains the same. nothing is how it was. oh how naive was i to think that everything would work out in the end. if i wasn't so emotionally shy, i wouldn't be in this ( Read more... )

so today was my registration for senior year. i can't believe how quickly it has taken me to get through the past three years. i remember walking into school as a freshman. i remember feeling so vulnerable, so scared. now, being the eldest group in the school. it's absolutely crazy. it's weird to think that we won't have anyone to look up to, to be ( Read more... )

this little thing we have here is so precious to me. i don't think you'll ever understand. it's something i'm willing to fight for...til the very end. because i know that after everything, we'd think back and reminisce. we'd say how grateful we are for one another. we'd say how every moment we spent together was worth it. we'd say that we did need ( Read more... )

i've built up so much emotion this past year. failing to truly identify what's wrong, too busy occupying myself with my friends and social status. i don't think i set myself up for this. i know it most frequently seems like there's nothing that bothers me. i know i indefinitely show my expressions of happiness, carelessness, and my unreal behavior ( Read more... )

back on track. this time i'm going to really get myself to a point where i'm satisfied. i've said this time and time again...but i was thrown off by what's been happening lately. okay, i promise. i'll just try and keep up.

you're pathetic. absolutely pathetic. after so long, who would've thought that you would still be lingering on the same subject. it makes me wonder if you're just foolish and attempting to be funny, or if there's something more to your actions. kindly leave me out of your childish statements. thank you.

i thought of it today, i didn't think i ever would. it finally caught up to me. i hate to say it, but you were right. i am such a fool...it means as much as yesterday.

If I could offer you one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience... I will dispense this advice now ( Read more... )

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i'm frustrated. i'm very frustrated with you. i don't think you understand how much change you're asking for in such a small matter of time. it's not like i've known you for a long time to know you entirely, in which i don't at all. i think i just had the wrong impression of you from the beginning. instead, that's what you gave me. you talk about ( Read more... )