this sucks so hard.

its really distracting, actually, im having a really hard time getting shit done.

and i still cant hate him.

and im pretty sure he doesnt miss me when im not around.

how fast all that glow and confidence from being away disappeared

and now im just feeling half empty and cold.

life is hard.

but its my birthday and ill do what i want.

yay for friends.

so im in the southern hemisphere. kind of feels like purgatory because ive been here for a week and havent moved in yet--we've been staying in a sweet ass hostel for the last three days which is great despite new zealand's refusal to heat or insulate their buildings ( Read more... )

this is SUCH bad timing.

come on, immunities, step it up. you have a job to do, dammit.

the fireflies are out

its officially summer now

(incessant posting. will cease and desist.)

its 5:25 am and i havent gotten to sleep yet.

thanks, maine house.
(sooo used to drunk sleep after 4am)

im home!

lets play, i miss you.

two weeks to go until i leave for months and months.

i.e., you better email me back when i email you from halfway across the world.

i wish it wasnt so far
(i wish some things didnt have to be the way they are)

repeat:
i'll miss
you

And the first night is complete. a bunch of weskids came down, and we demolished ( Read more... )

i got into the program ( Read more... )

completely chill saturday, been missing one of these ( Read more... )