i've blown the chance away..i killed your souls, will it ever be the same. Just answer me please.

i know it seems that i haven't updated in awhile, but i have. Myspace has had me imprisoned in it's evil bear trap of doom...ok not really. I feel bad though becasue i have been neglecting my lj and for that i am sorry, i should be punished (wanna spank me). i just recently turned 20 yay and on that same day i was kicked out of my dad's house... ( Read more... )

So after much anticipation i was finally able to meet the cleo, and it was more amazing than i thought it was going to be. yes i believe my dearies i have a crush and yes its finally a lady ( Read more... )

it excites me when my friends have relationships and i'm usually more protective over them than they are, is that weird. I have come to realize that the lonleyness has helped write more and thats one good thig i can think of. i becoming addicted to myspace and have neglected my lj so i feel bad ( Read more... )

floating [or] the waltz of tommy and nathan ( Read more... )

so music as we all know is very important in my lfe and i can't help but to feel guilty not mentioning placebo ( Read more... )

i felt my lj wasen't getting the attention it deserves becasue of this cursed thing called myspace ( Read more... )

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"i am goining slowly crazy,slowly crazy am i going"

frustration or anxiety,
love or lust
peace are creation (i know rent)
godd doing or attention

i can't seem to find a harmony in my life

Goddamnit it I just realized that i'm the fucking villian. Always was the villian and i will always be the villian ( Read more... )