i saw a reflection of bruised eyes and lips ( Read more... )

sunday best and broken glass

living means late nights and staying young for too long. longer than anyone else around us. before everyone else falls down, crumbilng into ruins around us. nostalgia is a predator, fulfilling fantasies deep in my mind. bringing me back and back again to midnight snacks and evening swims. sneaking out at one in the morning and not coming home until ( Read more... )

youre the kind of boy who loves to be in control... in fear of losing something to claim as your own. whether it be yourself or a piece of writing or something you said three years ago to just the right person in just the right circumstances for it to be remembered. ive spent hours trying to understand you a little bit better and the gifts you send ( Read more... )

shamelessly angry. shamelessly isolated. shamelessly late.

i am a monolith. an exaggeration. a myth. the long bloody line of spit from biting your lip too hard.. the pounding in your head after you cried yourself to sleep on the bathroom floor. the scrapes on your knees, the stings on your ankles after you kept waiting and waiting for someone.. anyone... in the field by the highway at midnight, a spotlight ( Read more... )

i write a lot about love. romatic love, family love, a lack of love. love based on sex, love based on pain, love based in abuse. fearing love, wanting love, needing love. i think a lot of things boil down to love. why you did something or why you didnt. it boils down to who you love. what you love. most songs stem from love. all types of love. ( Read more... )

wrap your hands around my neck, til im skin and bones

im falling victim to my own imagination. a cynical attitude has taken over my mind. a need for you in my bed, tangled in my sheets. with your hands gripping my hair and teeth tugging at my bottom lip. the blue and purple lights casting shadows on your face. the glow of your phone screen keeping me awake. not as if id sleep anyways, not when youre ( Read more... )

a broken record, fine as fine can be ( Read more... )