Good god, I wish I knew the words to explain myself these days ( Read more... )

I stared deep into my own eyes a moment ago while outside smoking, and I believe I stumbled upon what I had always seen in them, but could never truly place. I saw the lack of hope, the fear within me that eventually makes it's way into every meaningful relationship I have ever tried to create. There is no zest for life within them, and the fear is ( Read more... )

Throughout my life, I've often wondered about the importance of each man or woman's legacy, what we leave behind in the minds and heart's of those we loved, and what mark what we have done might have on society as a whole. I will not pretend that every life is created equally- very few are allotted the proper time to create lasting effects on a ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's just this time of year, or something along those lines, but my already odd sleeping patterns go fucking crazy, and I have wicked bad insomnia ( Read more... )

I love Halloween...very simple statement ( Read more... )

I feel like there is something wrong with me...

I will be fine for two days, and take positive steps in that time, then turn around and pretty much erase the progress I had made. Feeling like it may never end, and I'll never be who I want to be.

short, to the point, and depressing.

Today begins my favorite month of the year, so I might be in a festive mood every so often ( Read more... )

It's been an odd couple of days for me feeling wise, I have entertained some concepts that I thought would never find a home in my head, and I feel really different again. It feels like I'm actually headed in the right direction for once, it's all fueled by frustration and anger against people I'm close with, but still progress.

I'm tired of  ( Read more... )

I saw enough of the highway today to choke a god damn maggot, but enjoyed the majority of it ( Read more... )

"The world was on fire and no one could save me like you"

The lyrics is wrong on purpose, just in case anyone cared

single again, I don't feel like writing what happened, because it's a long, twisty tale, but I do have regrets about the way it went down, mostly with the way I was at dinner. I don't feel it's fair to write everything that was said in ( Read more... )