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Overthinking Toto's "Africa" in Kansas
Been forever since I even thought about updating this monster, I can only imagine how little anyone missed it.
As of late, I have been feeling like I have changed, or I am in the process of doing so. If I was to pinpoint the exact moment, I would have to say it was when I found out Kayla had Chloe. I realize that this has no immediate impact on my ( Read more... ) -
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Anyone who reads this already knows the housing situation, so I don't feel like going into that. I will say that it's rather hard to pack up the small amount of shit I have in under 24 hours...that was probably the biggest pain in my ass ever. I can't convey the feelings that ran through me during that 24-hour period, because they are deeply heart ( Read more... ) -
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So the issue of housing after June has been burning a hole it me, I have three options ( Read more... ) -
Just because you're right, doesn't mean I'm wrong
I knew that I'd become the villain, regardless of my efforts...
I'll take all the fault for it, because I was the one who realized there was a problem, and stopped the world dead in it's tracks. I remember exactly why I grew to be such an uncaring asshole before, boy do I miss those days.
I never intended all this madness,
never,
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Tears stream down on your face
Brittany and I broke up on March 18th, and I can't convey the sheer misery that I feel in my heart, the misery I feel due to the thought I shattered her heart...this is not normal for me. I have eulogized the relationship in my head, due to it being the only one I have really had that deserved to have that space. I, quite frankly, feel like a ( Read more... ) -
Saying Prayers In the Street Light
Can't sleep, I kind of knew it would be this way. Me and the girl are on a break, and I should know what that means, considering I am the one who called it, but I honestly don't...the blind leading the blind I suppose. I just don't know what the limits are, or how to even play this game. I have been sleeping like shit, and I honestly knew something ( Read more... ) -
"I don't know how this day unraviled on me"
I spend most of my days thinking about the man I am becoming, worrying that adventures in mediocrity will become permanent, that I will eventually give up the dreams that used to guide me through all the times I could barely make myself move, and how for a long period of time, I had lost them ( Read more... ) -
Grumpy Thinks Filters Are Wussie!
I just had this dream ( Read more... ) -
Can't Say That I Blame You, But You Can't Blame me
Another week since I last wrote, the time is really starting to fly by, but drag at the same time...damn it all to hell ( Read more... ) -
"It feels like I am finally waking up after a long time"
It has been two months since I made an entry in this beast...that is insane ( Read more... )