I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me ( Read more... )

movie about one night of murders in a boarding home. six characters, five who have been there quite some time, and one who is new to them ( Read more... )

There are certain films in my life that I take so much from. From the words of advice that Michael Caine gives Nick Cage in The Weather Man, to George C. Scott's speeches about strength and endurance in Angus, I absorb this things like a sponge, and apply them to my life. This concept came into my mind due to my decision to watch What Dreams May ( Read more... )

Last night was probably the most amazing Halloween I have ever participated in. I did not expect a lot; anyone close to me and Derek has heard about the curse of Halloween, no matter how much we love it. Halloween was our cruel mistress, never giving us the love that we gave it...until last night. I worked yesterday, then came home, and began to ( Read more... )

it's 6:30 am, I have to leave in a half hour to make sure that I make the early bus to Manchester, because I have to walk, if I decide that I truly want to go that route...I really wanna go; I'm so damn burnt out, and I need the break. I miss the girls really bad; I forget what they sound like now, and it hasn't even been that long. I have to come ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about death a lot lately ( Read more... )

Today was the same as every other day ( Read more... )

It's hotter than hell in my room...I blame the perpetual furnace that is frequenting the room next to mine; it never used to be this hot ( Read more... )

Went to see The Tubes earlier tonight(well,yesterday) it was an awesome show...me and Bob also ganked many mints from The Bull Run establishment ( Read more... )

     Everytime I take a step towards happiness, I take another step away from being a good person...I want too many thing that involve breaking rules. I wish that I could sustain an upright kind of happiness for more than 30 seconds, but I seem to enjoy being the guy that everyone fucks up with, that guy that will always go to family gatherings ( Read more... )