Left work early today. Not much, just an hour or so, but I feel like I've missed so much work lately that I barely have a job anymore. Angel knows that there's been a great deal going on, though, so he's been patient. Just wish I could figure out why I'm so tired. It wasn't like this last time. I don't get it.

Paige was kind enough to bring Prue ( Read more... )

I've spent the day with Piper, and it's only because of her that I haven't completely lost it. So help me, if they hurt Cole...

No, I can't think like that. Thinking in terms of vengance never ends up well. Right now, I need to be strong, for him, for Balor, for our daughter.

This will all end well, it has to. I won't let it happen any other way.

They took him, supposedly for a trial. You'd think they could have let him tell me himself, but as they seem to think they know best, they didn't.

So help me. If they don't return him, or if they harm him... Well, perhaps I'll finish what he'd started. Bastards.

I'm going up to the Manor to get my son, and check on Piper, Prue and Paige. I know ( Read more... )

It's been very quiet around here today. Balor's still with my parents, and Cole's spent the majority of the day sleeping in the guest room. He's been through -- and done -- alot over the last week and it's taken a toll on him ( Read more... )

Tired, can't sleep. Have to talk to Cole...

Tell him about the baby... He needs to know. About her...

Cole's making a horrible mistake. Killing them won't bring her back. I know he's hurting, everyone is. But this isn't the answer and he knows it. Maybe someone can try and get to him, I don't know... I'm so worried that the Elders or someone will try to exact justice on him unfairly, as he's doing to the Tribunal now ( Read more... )

Piper hasn't come out of her room all day. She's been in tears off and on, and barely ate anything when I brought her some dinner earlier. I understand how she feels, at least somewhat. It's never easy to lose a sister, whatever the circumstances. And to have just gotten one back only to lose another... It can't be easy. As long as Piper knows that ( Read more... )

They did it. They managed to prevent the accident.

Piper, Paige, Phoebe and ... Prue, as well as the boys, are alive and well. I can't get over this. We're all back at the Manor now, trying to explain things.

They're all back, and safe. Thank the Goddess.

Barely slept last night. I hate this. The waiting is awful. What makes it worse is the not knowing. Balor is with my mother, so he really has no idea what's going on. I don't want to upset him unless I have you.

Síochán leat, go n-éirí an bóthar leat, Cole.

Come back to us, and bring them with you, mo chroi...

It still hasn't sunk in. I'm not sure if I just don't believe it, or if I refuse to believe it. Last night, Cole said that he couldn't accept this, that it wasn't the way things were supposed to be. I think I agree with him, honestly. This CAN'T be how things are supposed to be ( Read more... )