I first started this journal a little over two years ago as a way to be my typical overbearing self even from beyond the grave. It was a way for me to monitor my family and to try to protect them even from my...ghostly state. The journal then became an outlet for me, a place for me to work through some of the feelings I'd kept inside for damn near ( Read more... )

Okay, I think I'm okay now ( Read more... )

Firewalled against the familyI could do it, right? Summoning? Wouldn't be that long...just long enough to say hi and I miss you and stuff like that ( Read more... )

Losing an innocent is always hard, regardless of whether she's a demon or not. Just saying.

I also want to hang out with Piper a little. With Paige deciding to trust Kyle more than us...yeah. And things have been better between me and Piper since I apologized...

Am still a little bummed. I don't know whether I'm bummed because I just really liked ( Read more... )

Guys suck. Lemme just get that out of the way right now. Guys suck ass.

My surprise picnic turned out to be a big awakening for me because when I got there, he was being awfully friendly with his secretary. Whatever.

They were all right. How in the hell am I ever going to apologize for this?

I miss Andy now...

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Had another absolutely wonderful lunch today, at an even nicer restaurant than the one we went to yesterday. And with even better wine. It pays to have a stockbroker boyfriend, especially one who has as good hunches as Gary does. :)

Though...all that money in two days...

No. I don't care what they say. I will not doubt him. He has a good ( Read more... )

Just who in the hell do they think they are? I mean, my God, the one bit of happiness I've had in my life in the past three years (six years? I'm so confused...still) and they're trying to take it away from me. Well, I'm not going to let them. They can say anything they want about him. I know the truth. I know that he's a good guy. I know it ( Read more... )

She's crazy. Gary's not what she's saying he is. He's not. I asked him upfront and I told him to be completely honest with me. And he was. And he told me that nothing is going on, he's not hiding anything from me, all that stuff ( Read more... )

Just when you think it's okay to go out on a date, magic has to crop up ( Read more... )