I am sad. I don't really have any reason- and it's not like being depressed...I'm just sad. I feel kind of like I've got no hope for anything good to happen in the future, even though I know it isn't true. I've already missed an assignment in Vijay's class, I'm not understanding a word that comes out of my math teacher's mouth (actually cried ( Read more... )

michael visited a shrine today.

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so i'm quitting shogun because i want to dye my hair purple. and i've got too much on my plate life-wise. i will then have 1 job 1 school and 1 mom to take care of instead of the 2 jobs rediculous thing. i don't know what i was thinking. poo coffee *sip*

sleep is good. good nite. i don't know what quixotic means, but that's the mood i'm

I want so badly to have a reason to get all dolled up- apart from going to work at hot topic. That's an entirely different kind of dolled up. I want to go to homecoming again. Even better, the Opera. I would like to go to an opera or a ballet in a fancy dress (like the one below) and just feel beautiful. I've never been to the opera or the ( Read more... )

Take the quiz:
What Kind of Pirate are Ye? (*Pix*)

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Mom did very well in her surgery- the nurse said that in the six years she'd been at that hospital mom's eye looked better than any other eye surgery she'd ever seen. You can't even tell she's had surgery- she just looks like she's lacking in sleep. And she says it feels itchy, but more than anything she's complaining that they cut off her ( Read more... )

I'm kinda depressed, and mom's having her surgery tomorrow. I feel like my best friend dumped me... oh wait he did. I just wish I had a shoulder to cry on, but the one I usually cry on is (in part) the reason I'm crying. I can't wait for school to start so i'm not thinking about all this so much. Mom acts nervous tonight- can't blame her. I ( Read more... )

Finally confronted sparky about why he's not been around, and he says he's changing, he doesn't know what into, and he doesn't feel right hanging around eat n park. Oh and he's not sure how he feels. He didn't say about what. I told him i'd be here if he needs me and then I told him goodbye. It feels good in a way that I've talked to him, but ( Read more... )

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