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God, what a beautiful fucking day. It’s warm and clear with this mmm heart racing breeze. The weather is making out with me ( Read more... )

I'm in a very peculiar mood today ( Read more... )

After missing the 8, I was at the bus stop, hair wet, freezing, trying to tunnel deeper into my layers. A local, older, black man "Theodore Roosevelt" sat next to me and started to talk. He was a Vietnam vet and volunteer at the VA. 20 minutes into our conversation he asked,"Are you from NY? I can tell you're not from around here." And then he ( Read more... )

My future has paralyzed me with its uncertainty.
I have no idea who I am or where I am going
Is everyone this lost?
And if so, why am I so alone?
So, so, heart wrenchingly, sickeningly alone.
And so scared.

Books are sososososososososososososososososexysosososososososo.

Go to fucking hell, you’re driving a Hummer, SUV, Car, Mountain Bike, Road Bike, Fixed gear ( Read more... )

"What are we going to do?"

The unanswered speaks with silence
Gripping and shaking, closer and tighter
Trying to anchor from loss and helplessness
An urgent passionate product of anger and disgust
With the emphatically apathetic

We kiss because it's what we can do right now.

You are going to die. Isn't that liberating?

It's permission to live.
Freedom to strain and gorge and stretch and wriggle.
A relief.

A release.

This morning it was raining cold rain. I was walking to class with my shoes squishing, hair the size of a planet, completely occupied in my state. Then this boy walks beside me and holds out his umbrella and ushers me to share it. We talked and walked to my destination. As we got closer he turns to me and says "What do you say to someone who in 10 ( Read more... )