things are going good with my family... joey has gotten himself together and moved into the lake. the wedding is in a few weeks and then doug and shannon will be off. im still redoing my room for like the fourth time in three months lol. maybe this time i'll get it right ( Read more... )

hey i know some of you are back home. if anyone wants to catch up gimme a call (203)313-0764

i hate the person i see looking back at me in the mirror.is this who i really am?

i ended things with jeff. i actually felt bad, i couldn't do it to him. it wouldn't be fair to let him get involved with me right now when my heart isnt in it. i shouldn't be with anyone right now. he understood and took it really well but now i feel like shit. i finally have a nice one and lifes timing jsut seems to be off.............will it ever ( Read more... )

how can you do this to me, just when i think its over and everything will be ok you reel me back in and its worse than before becuase i let myself believe your lies. i wish i didnt want you like i do, i can be so mad at you and curssing your name and then all it takes is a look or a smile and im jello in your arms again............Michelle fix this ( Read more... )

catch me....i met a nice boy! i hope i dont screw this up.

I'm done. this time its over.im not gonna let you hurt me anymore!

so drunk last night. mixed beer and vodka. haven't been that sick in a long time....but i did meet a really cute boy....

im so sick and tired of me! why is it that the only guys i ever fall for are the wrong ones....is it so horrible for me to actually have those stupid little girl fantasys. are their nice guys out there? or are they all lying cheating bastards.....only problem is i know their liers and i still sleep with them....im such a whore. i just want someone ( Read more... )

i can't take this anymore. its been a week. if he had jsut ignored me to begin with this would be over by now but he had to say that he had stuff to say.....and then nothing...........boys bother me!