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I remember how good I felt when you held me
I can still make myself believe it was real
All the time we spent together,
I look back on it all now and I see just how you felt.
We were so wrong for each other, never happy at the same time
Always hurt, you were never there
You always seemed to be there for any other girl
Which is something I just can't ( Read more... )

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There is SO much Going on Right Now.
I'm scared to write about it in here though.
I know, you're saying this is YOUR journal...
You can write whatever you want,
well...[N o t   r e a l l y.]

Blah, I have so many thoughts right now.
Some that I shouldn't have, umm
I don't EXACTLY know when life got so difficult.
It's not as bad as you may be thinking,
it's ( Read more... )

Well, I tend to think today is the start of something new...maybe a new me. My darling Ronnie comes homes to day and I pick him up from the airport in 4 and 1/2 hours. I am quite excited! [haha Heather, on of those moments, I'll describe in full detail] lol. Then after I pick him up, I have orientation for my New Job [<3] at 3, then I get to go ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: March 14

With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.

You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing.

You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

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Got my FIRST ticket tonight and it's wreckless driving.
I manage to go a year w/out a ticket...
And w/the way I drive, that's a miracel, but no
my very first ticket has to be wresckless.  Fuck. I'm fucked.

Well Then. Update Necessary.
Cut my hair even shorter, it's cute though.
Quit my job at the YMCA and Cried the whole way home.
[I'm retarted, I know] :-/
I'm TAN...YEAHHHH, still getting darker too!
My Boyfriend comes home the 5th. :)
I'm Happy.
I went to the beach w/Amy the other day..
it was a lot of fun, I miss her.
Heather came back in town, STILL haven ( Read more... )

I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good ( Read more... )

We are the lost
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours
It's in our hands

We're the tear in your eyes
We're the blood in your veins
We're the beat of your hearts
We're the sweat on your face
We're the ones that you chase
We're the promise that you made
We're the voice in your head
We're the lies that you said
We're the kids that you pushed away
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