So I was online checking out the job opportunities at CMU and I saw that they were looking for columnists for the CM Life newspaper. One of the open columns is a relationship/life/sex column. I figured since that shit is like my primary focus in life, maybe I'd be able to write about it (plus I do have my little obsession with Sex and the City and ( Read more... )

So next weekend Marc is turning 20. I'm pretty excited for him. I bought him a present that I couldn't afford, and I'm planning on making him dinner and dessert, and even offering another kind of dessert (if you catch what I'm saying). I've been thinking and planning and budgeting for weeks. I want it to be absolutely the best birthday he's ever ( Read more... )

Josh left for school today and he didn't say goodbye.

I have never PMSed so bad in my whole life. I am so bad that I have been drinking hershey's syrup straight out of the can. Damn. But the chocolate is helping me to not be pissed off as much, so I'll keep drinking it.

God damn: my parents really piss me off sometimes. So Marc's grandma died & all that I'm thinking about at the moment is his family and wanting to be there for him, but also not wanting to be in the way. When he asked me if I wanted to go to the funeral, I asked him if he wanted me to go. All that mattered to me was that Marc had me there if he ( Read more... )

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I'm sposed to be able to be there for him, but I can't be. If I had left as soon as I heard, I still would have missed him. I didn't even know what to say to him. What do you say to someone when they say a loved one is dying? All I could come up with is I'm sorry. Marc is hurting and I can't do anything to help. I said "I don't know what to say" ( Read more... )

Marc has been acting weird ever since he left for is trip (well, I first noticed when I talked to him while he was gone). I asked him about it, but he insisted that nothing was wrong. Yet, while he was gone & we talked on the phone, he barely said anything to me, which is weird because we hadn't talked in days. I could hear a bunch of people in the ( Read more... )

I'm getting really annoyed with all the hungry howies politics. This girl, Jamie, and I do pretty much all the work and get absolutely no credit. I just found out that the assistant mannager didn't even want to hire me back because "it's not fair" to all the other employees (who btw don't do any work and barely ever show up). I feel bad for Jamie ( Read more... )

My heart hurts. I miss my Marc and I can't sleep. He needs to come home where I can talk to him any time I want. I can live without being able to see him every day, but I want to be able to at least talk to him every day, even if it's just for a few minutes. He'll be back in Lansing on Saturday, but I wish it were tonight.