So Marc is in Missouri right now and I really miss him. He's been gone since Monday & I haven't talked to him since Monday night. It sounds weird, but I can feel that he's farther away. It's like he took a piece of me with him, but that piece is still trying to hold on to me... It's kind of like my heart is being pulled farther than it's used to. ( Read more... )

This is for all of my really good friends (you know who you are!). I heard this song and I thought of you all. Just remember, no matter what I'll be there for you ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with my mother and I swear to God I have never had a conversation like that with her before. For the first time ever she was able to admit her own infalability. She told me that she was sorry for not being there for me when I was sixteen to give me what I needed to avoid that horrible thing that I went through with Rich. ( Read more... )

OK, so I have the best boyfriend ever. I was at work on Friday & it was a good day & I was having fun with everyone, which is always good. I wanted to stay late & get more hours, but for some reason, I didn't. So I'm walking out to my car after work & I see another car parked next to mine & I didn't really think much of it. I looked in the car out ( Read more... )

I hate it when I get like this. I dunno whats up~ I just feel off. Nothing seems to be satisfying & I don't know why. I know how everything should be, but all my feelings and things seem to be fuzzy... not all there... dull... I can't think of the right word for it. I think being around people I love would help. Good thing I get to see the Pole & K ( Read more... )

1. Grab the nearest book ( Read more... )

Ever since I went to work I've been in an odd sort of mood. I've been feeling a bit worthless I guess. It's really frustrating because I work my ass off for my $6.75 an hour, while some of my co-workers hardly work for their $8-10 per hour. It just doesn't seem right to me. It's like no matter how hard I work I never get recognition for my efforts ( Read more... )

Name: Angela Therese Cary ( Read more... )

I've realized recently that I spend most of my life wishing I were somewhere else or doing something else or with someone else. I hardly ever spend any time appreciating what I have. What's the point of life if all you're doing with it is wishing it away? If you think about it, I bet you do the same thing. It must be a classic case of the grass ( Read more... )

So I haven't written a real entry in quite awhile....what's new in my life....oh yeah- I just got back from Texas a few days ago; I had so much fun there. I went with Maggie to visit her brother Pat and his wife Sarah and they're new baby Nonah. That baby is so damn cute. Being there for a week helping Sarah let me know how much I want to have a ( Read more... )