it hasn't even been a week. joe has only been gone since wednesday, i can't deal at all. i have eaten entirely too much crap food in a vain attempt to make myself feel better. i really, wow, just having a hard day... that is all

i am leaving to the bahamas in 9 hours

was great!!!! i had an awesome time, i can't believe joe came out!! wow, i'm on cloud 9

i know its not okay to hate your mother, but i'm getting there. i just don't understand how a grown woman can act like such a child. and how could you be so spiteful to your child? what did i ever do to her? nothing, everything i have done in my life she takes as a direct shot at her, even my trying to better myself has her thinking that i think i' ( Read more... )

but i am officially the meanest girl in the world!

i amgonna get this job

i'm her friend again, that made my night, i don't know if we can rebuild, but i sure would like to try

of being lonely, if i fall asleep one more time alone, i don't think i am gonna wake up

I really feel like I am incapable of taking care of myself right now. I hate having to depend on people for shit and here I am broke, depending on people for rides everywhere, borrowing my sisters car, I just feel so dependant and I can't stand it, only 20 hrs at my job and i can't seem to find another one. I just don't know anymore

So I am going to be single 4ever!!!