I want to wake up next to her beautiful face every morning; but I keep waking up in my cold bed, alone.

Today, I woke up with a new attitude, I feel inspired, I feel energized, I'm ready to take control of my life. I'm ready to make a difference. I applied for a job today; I'm just waiting for the call back, I think I've got it. I need this job; I need the money ( Read more... )

A brilliant man died today. http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/4/4e/Albert_Hofmann.jpg

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I was born into the American Dream; I'm just hoping my life doesn't end up a nightmare.

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For the past few days, my head's been in a funk; some things are just to difficult not to think about. I looked around the campus today, watching the children, noticing their bizarre interests, fascination with the most simple things, not yet able to see the lackluster of the environment. Due to a lack of brain development, they can't quite ( Read more... )

Best weekend ever.

At times my emotions are immobile, and I can spend a seemingly endless span of time gandering, blankly around a room. Other times, I'm fiery red and compassionate, I want to be loved and want others to know that I love them. Talking to my father in the car-rides home really lowers my mood. I want to tell him that, but I'm sure he'll just get ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday William Shakespeare, and Max Planck, oh and me.

Even now, I am numb. I have been perpetually intoxicated for the past few days. Alas, it's just a day away from my birthday.

Challenge your past. Challenge each mind-melting possibility. Challenge your friends. Challenge your families'. Challenge your life, dreams, possessions, desires, fears. Challenge your mind, your body, your weaknesses. --And if after all that you turn up with no avail; forget it! You're a worthless spit-gargling maggot! You're an insecure mud-bred ( Read more... )

So close to the bottom that I can taste the soil.