so, i pomised myself it would be a few good months before i went back out with someone....but jake is the best hes so sweet ( Read more... )

readiong my livejournal; and questioning me wont help...why do you fuck with me? im tired of you making excuses and making me feel like my judgement is wrong.,....why cant you just take the fact that i said i didnt want anymore contact and go with it? instead you have to make me feel bad by telling me im being crude and all that shit...im not, im ( Read more... )

what a lying ass loser....we arent even going out and somehow he seems to make things worse by lying to me.......i tried to talk i thought it was cool after we broke up......but i dont know.....he is a great person if and only if he could tell the effing truth........am i that bad? shit........i dont care i have cut off all communication towards ( Read more... )

so im not having the best of times ( Read more... )

I DID NOT IN ANYWAY MEAN IM UNHAPPY WITH YOU, YOUR ONE OF THE FEW THINGS THAT KEEPS ME GOING FROM DAY TO DAY AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...THANK YOU FOR PUTTING UP WTIH ME, YOUD DONT KNOW HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME!

i dont know who i am, what i want, where im going......i dont know who to love, who to hate, every decision i make is told to me to be wrong.....what do i do? sometimes i get so overwhelmed i just want to start cutting again, like the old days, when it felt so good to pull back my sleeve and make a slit in my arm and delve in how releiving it felt ( Read more... )

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So, tonight, at 321 on 321 West Kennewick Avenue, there is going to be a rockin show! Good Luck Mr. Gorski is going to play at 8:00, Cello will play at 9:00, and Crystal Skulls is up here from Seattle playing at 10:00....Ya'll should go. It's gonna be great, Veggie burger is cummin' with me...haha! Just playin arond! See you at my ouse tonight ( Read more... )

So, the boyfriend and I went to a friend's last night, um, there was alcohol.....that didnt bother me. Before last night I had talked to him in depth about how I dont do drugs anymore, I dont drink, and Id prefer if he didn't either(not that I can tell him what to do cuz I can't.) Well, when he thought I wasn't paying attention, he slipped some ( Read more... )