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I've got no good in me for anybody
I've been ruined by the lies I told to everybody
It's so desperately sad that my life has come to this
I hope there's something better than this for me
I used to think I had something to say
But my dumb ideologies gave me away
I keep my mouth shut, but it's always the same
Over and over and over again
Today I am wrong ( Read more... )
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Ask your GP to refer you to a pain clinic. They will offer you support, both medically and psychologically.
Its not easy dealing with long term pain, talking to family and friends and letting them know what you're going through can help.
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excuse any dodging typing/spelling. not enough sleep, too many painkillers
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I am with a pain clinic at the moment, but that is another appointment that has been fucked about with.
It's a big big mess.
Still, full teaching day today, which'll keep things lively!!
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But, I would talk to your family. Things seem a bit easier when you have some close support. My mum always comes in handy when things go tits up. If I am too tired to kick up a stink I wind my mum up, aim, point and fire. Off she goes, invariably she gets things done as well.
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Or she buys me things.
When I was massively down last year she bought me Hello Kitty pj's. Nice and everything, but not what i needed really.
So yeah, just popping pills and attempting to get a grounding in my career. Slightly difficult. But hey.
I tried shouting and kicking up a fuss and it didn't really work. Just got me even more frustrated. Silly Gynae man has gone on holiday for 6 weeks. So nothing they can do to get me seen earlier. Bastards.
Ta for the advice though, think I'll spend this lunchtime staring at my diary and thinking oh fuck!
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