( Taking a break from econ, putting off poetry, stealing another survey from Cayla )

It is snow/raining.
This has been the worst week ever... even with my attempts to blow off steam last night.

( I forgot how useful LJ is in avoiding homework )

This is my favorite LJ survey... I think I've taken it a bunch of times but I don't care. I need to do homework... by the time I finish this I might actually start (or just be ok with failing out of college ( Read more... )

I honestly never thought that I would up date this again. But I am incredibly happy and I thought I'd share it ( Read more... )

There is no room for error in my life and I can't take that kind of pressure much longer. I plan my time to a T and still manage to fuck things up. I am pretty sure I am one of the girls that people look at and go 'How did she even get in?' I can't imagine how I am going to survive upper level courses.

I need a boy.

I have horrible writer's block. I've lost my touch. It could be attributed to about a million different things. I am worried. I actually feel like a real person again... not some slap happy fool. I'm not sure if that's good or not. I am also nervous. Thursday could not come soon enough. I just have to get through all of this and then I ( Read more... )

So everything seems to be falling into place. I have never been happier. School is everything that I wanted it to be. I feel like after years of just waiting for something to happen to me, things actually are. Still I am worried that it is only a matter of time before I screw things up. I almost feel like everything is going too well... I ( Read more... )

Today made me realize all of the reasons why I love college life. From a logical stand point today was horrible. It was another gray day, I was super tired from rush, I still have hours of homework, I woke up at 8:22 for my 8:30 class, I took a two hour nap when I was only aiming for one, and I had to walk to the Union in the rain. Yet I'm still ( Read more... )

When you say things out loud they become real. It changes little issues into big deals because other people know and could potentially get involved. I should learn never to open my big mouth. Oh well.... I LOVE it here.

Finally... I only have one more day to go. Everyone said that these last few days would fly by, but everyone lied. Every minute seems to drag on for days. Most of my life is packed in boxes and is sitting in my basement. A vast majority of my friends are off having excellent college experiences, and I can't wait to catch up. Today I did stress ( Read more... )