I have been doing things without thinking lately. Just acting on instincts ( Read more... )

i miss this thing ( Read more... )

its been a while.

& a lot has happened.
& a lot has not.

im still doing stupid things like pumping diesel into my 95 toyota corrolla.
still saying im on pump 4 when im on pump 2 and messing up an entire gas station.
im making it to school 10 minutes earlier though, which is still 5 minutes late.

i need to get out of here.

i want a new film camera, i want ( Read more... )

i hate the scene ( Read more... )

so ive been shipped off to fallbrook with extended  family  for two weeks

while my mom, dad, & brother are all in the bahamas for two weeks.
our house is empty & im not in it which means no summer shindig--well not yet.
& im starting to think this is a bit ridiculous.

oh well-- im having fun and im 328983021 shades darker.
and i bought new summer ( Read more... )

this year has been incredible in the best ways and worst ways possible; but i am an optomistic person so i suppose this year has just  been a ' learning year'.

this year i have learned so much about time and living in the moment: ive learned to be spontaneous and not over think situations

ive learned to love and let love come in.

ive learned that life ( Read more... )

fuck guilt.
fuck school.
fuck having to lie.
fuck relationships.
fuck alcohol.
fuck crashing and feeling horrible.
and my favorite, fuck vomitting.
--->im so weeeak.

hell yeaah.

my brother is drunk.
my parents are gone.
im gonna get crunkxcore tonighttt.

and its gonna be granddd.

yay for drunk moms ( Read more... )

why hello long lost el jay world ( Read more... )