So, I haven't properly updated. I feel I only use this Livejournal as a moaning page. And today will be no exception. I'm fucking drained right now. My face feels and looks lifeless and my skin is becoming so see-through you can almost see what's going on inside. I stopped taking anything that would vaguely help me along and I've been sleeping more ( Read more... )

I can't stop falling asleep
Today I'm not very well, and there's no Al to cuddle me.
I wanna go home
This is all too familiar
x

I'm talking to my brother, and I keep on wanting to cry. He seems lonely, and so am I and I wish I could just close my eyes for a minute and pretend that I don't miss everything.

How much longer will it take to cure this
just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
makes me wanna turn around and face me
but I don't know nothing 'bout loveThe other day I woke up in a puddle full of tears on my pillow, and I didn't wake you. I told you that I loved you more than the world, and I didn't wake you. I stroked ( Read more... )

If it wasn't Kate, then it was Serena, then Sarah, then Cami and now fucking Lora.
I can't help but think she's gonna start taking him away from me. She could make him fall in love with her you know? She was all he ever wanted at one point

When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to every lonely songI'm falling apart and I can't even tell you. I can't even write I'm shaking so much at the thought this could actually be it. When I wake in the mornings you'll never know what it feels like to see someone lying next to you you're slowly killing inside ( Read more... )

I wish I fucking understood. I hate that burning sensation when you're about to cry ( Read more... )

Did you ever discover something you didn't want to? Did you become who you feared to be? Did you ever learn to forgive someone? Did you ever really want me?

I'm such a brat. I walk all over everyone without even giving a shit.

This situation isn't getting any better ( Read more... )

what are you all about?

today was such a great day. Me and Al went out for lunch and did a bit of shopping, it was a pretty average day but it happened to be the most gorgeous day ive seen for such a long time. When we got back we both sat outside on the balcony and chatted for a bit, then he hooked up the internet so I could use the laptop on the balcony. So I've just ( Read more... )