fuck, since lan left i havent been able to focus. I almost got fired from work. fuuuuuck. FOCUS LAURA! FOCUS!

Fall time and scattered leaves. I want to pick them up for you and put them where they belong. Paint them green like they were meant to be. Why must it happen now? This time of colours is meant as a time of celebration. Why must we mourn the leaves? I strain and strain to glue them back to the branches, A struggle to make it right, fix everything, ( Read more... )

He passed yesterday. I can't stop crying.

I wish I knew him better,,,,

but most of all I'm crying for Lan, It's not fair to him.. why do these things have to happen. If Lan died, I don't know what I'd do.

I love him so much and I never want anything bad to happen to him... This isn't fair...

Lân's going to Việtnam tommorrow. He won't be back for at LEAST two weeks. our anniversary is on the 14th. i feel so selfish for being sad about that. It's his DAD ( Read more... )

Lân's dad is in the hospital in Việtnam and his mother is flying out tomorrow ( Read more... )

I just ran 10k. I just kept pushing myself in hopes of making 5... I didn't even know I was capable of such things. I'm so very proud. Working out and eating well pays off!

I get these inexplicable emotions. They don't fit into any traditional category. I think of one of those little charts with all the faces on it and the feelings labeled underneath. http://rainbowscented.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/emotions.jpg

I just saw some fat ugly bitch that used to make fun of me in elementary school as an extra on one of my absolute favourite tv shows. I wanna punch her in the face.

boy dont let them bring you down. youre so Much better than that ( Read more... )

first post ever from my ds. that is all.