-
Writer's Block: Concert mania
Paramore. I'm dying to see them... because Ive been a fan for so long. I have a wall in my room of bands I've seen and want to see. Right now, I just switched over jason mraz to the "have seen" side and this sunday i'll be doing the same with ingrid michaelson. Paramore will be the only one left! So heres to hoping they tour!
-
party in the u.s.a.
Tomorrow: School. Yuck. Cheer practice.
Thursday: Same as tomorrow.
Friday: Game in the Dalles.:P
Saturday: Date with Jack, Sorority Row. :D Babysitting for Leah and Travis.
Sunday: Double date with Jack and Carlea and Derek. Not sure what were doing yet.
Tomorrow I have classes with Kenra and Carlea. I hope I have lunch with Camilla! I havent seen ( Read more... ) -
i want to hate you half as much as I hate myself.
"My pen is the barrel of the gun, remind me what side you should be on?"
School starts next week. Im not done with summer homework. I'm joining Kenras youth group. Ive been doing a lot of family hopping. Ive seen my sister alot. I dont know what being back at school is going to be like. I got to talk to Laura for the first time in months. Ive had a ( Read more... ) -
bottom of the ocean.
It's been in the past for a while
I get a flash and I smile...
Am I crazy?
I still miss you, baby.
Where does the love go?
I don't know...
When it's all said and done,
How could I be losing you forever?
After all the time we spent together?
I have to know why I had to lose you...
Now you've just become
Like everything I'll never find again
At the bottom of the ( Read more... ) -
how did we get here? i used to know you so well...
So, Laura not blogging about Chelsea Anymore idea didnt really work out. Soon I'll stop. promise. I even have a bit to say about Carlea in this post... cause were friends again. "WHAT?!?" you say? "Didnt she call you a lesbian and ruin your life?" Yes. But she also appologized in a sincere long email. And Ive sent those kinds of appologies, very ( Read more... ) -
maybe.
maybe if i talked youd listen ( Read more... ) -
everything that you had said to me was just a lie until you left.
Note:This is just an excerpt from a long, three page letter I was given the day Chelsea left.
Dear Laura,
I need you just as much as you need me, I may not show it as much because of my past experiences with needing someone so much I couldnt breathe - literally- and they walked away every time. But know that I will never walk away from you - EVER.
( Read more... ) -
and i couldnt see this place would soon become my hell.
I'm tired of spending my blog complaining about Chelsea, and nothing else. So, this is my final big rant and then I will explain my new blogging thoughts ( Read more... )
