Lahan going to prison, alcoholism, confusion, music playing, going to Russia, having a revelation, becoming an honor science student, becoming lonely, slowly losing my motivation, dating Chris only cause I was lonely, traveling, going to Hawaii, more drinking, turning 21, Wyeth, Devon, Ashley+Devon, heartbreak, numbness, more alcoholism, back to ( Read more... )

Well, I am now 22. Hello, 22?

Looking back on all those entries, I realized that I was confused as fuck

I am still confused as fuck.

But now, I can mask my confusion.

Who knew, all that time heals is surface wounds... yet at the same time creating more internal bleeding.

Friends Only... Add me and I'll most likely add you back.

i'm just a combined effort of everybody around me.