No one will probably ever read this. Everyone neglects livejournal. I'm miserable. I hate my life. I want to die. I want her. I really truly do. More than anything in this world. I however know that I can't have her. I never will. I haven't for this last year we've been together. I love her. I can't believe that she didn't even have any last words ( Read more... )

I've said everything before. I don't know what to say anymore. I'm going to try anyway though. I ( Read more... )

I feel about as worthless as they come. All I do is fuck things up. Why won't someone please just kill me. It would do us all some good.

Everyone just needs to go the fuck away and leave me alone. I can't deal with this bullshit anymore. I give up. I just don't care anymore.

I just don't know anymore. Nothing makes sense at all. It seems like everywhere I look things are just falling apart. Not just for me. For everyone.

I just don't want to exist anymore. I don't really want to die. I just want to cease existing. If that makes any sense.

Found out you're really something ( Read more... )

Mmm.. Well Let's start from the beginning. I did my journal ch1m3r4. Next was Desiree's morgana_le_fey. Moving on to Katie's k_squeeks. From there we go to Sammy's glitternympho. Last but not least Nick's yourlocalsavior. For a combined total of about twelve hours. Give or take. So, umm anyone next? Take a look and tell me what you think.

Sometimes, I just don't know when something is better left unsaid. Even if it doesn't have anything to do with anyone. I.. yeah. I don't know anymore. I give up.

I'm a little depressed and very bored. Ehh, what's new. Ohh, I have an interview at Circuit City at Great Lakes Crossing. Thursday.. That should be lots of fun. Right... Well we'll see how that goes. Hmm.. Someone should message me or call me or something. It would at least give me something to do ( Read more... )