im feeling homesick for gz today. i guess homesick is the wrong word but thats how it feels. maybe nostalgic is the right word. that weird painful feeling when you just want to be somewhere but can't. i know in my heart that its not really gz itself, it's a specific time there. it's that point in my life. being close to my friends. i don't know. ( Read more... )

i was being totally over sensitive last week. it was a rough couple of days but everything has been fine since. in fact we had a really nice weekend. yay ( Read more... )

its almost exactly a year since last time but my boyfriend is trying to give up smoking again. and once again its a fucking nightmare. i know that its hard and im trying to be supportive but i just cant cope with how moody he is. i decided to go out for a walk earlier but on leaving the wind caught the door and it slammed shut. now he isnt talking ( Read more... )

i went to the hairdressers yesterday and she ruined my hair! its this totally icky colour of blonde. i have silvies graduation tomorrow and im a mess. i want to cry.

since my last fairly positive post my boyfriend has given up getting stoned. i thought i would be happy about it but its been an absolute nightmare. i know its hard to quit anything and ive tried really hard to be supportive. ive ignored his moods, forgiven his short temper and generally done the best i can. but its been 3 weeks now and he hasnt ( Read more... )

my lecturer is an idiot. an honest to god moron of a woman. i dont know if ive mentioned that on here before or not. but she is. she is the kind of teacher who doesnt have a lesson plan or currculum. she might know a lot about printing but she doesnt know how to explain it. she told us all she had 3 degrees but left her cv (which says she has 1) on ( Read more... )

im in cork just now. it been a pretty nice holiday. up till now anyway. mark is in a rage because he didnt wake up in time for breakfast. and apparently thats my fault because i only set the alarm twice. what a fanny. my amusement at this is only making things worse but i cant help it. its so stupid.

anyway, on to kerry and hopefully a better

argh! his fucking moods just stink me right up!! what is the point?!!?

it's so weird to be back in college. after a couple of years on the other side of the desk it's hard to go back to being a student. especially when your lecturer is a moron. anyway, i'm into my second week and it's going ok. i'm sure i will get used to it. there are only two other girls in the class so we are pretty much stuck hanging out together ( Read more... )

i just woke up and found that my left eye was swollen shut. i've no idea what has happened but i look like i've been beaten up. i think i need an eye patch.