At least some point every year I look back at this journal, and i realize how much my life and myself have changed. I used to see every little thing as a big situation, and thought expressing it was the best way to handle it. I look back, and cant believe i shared some of the stuff i did. it kind of weirds me out knowing thats how i was. I have ( Read more... )

So i wish i was like Mel Gibson in What Women Want, except i would like to hear inside a mans head, not a womans. but then again i believe thats how every woman on this planet feels. however men are pretty simple minded, from what i have seen they act on what they want to act apon and avoid what they dont want. simple as that. no strings attached. ( Read more... )

Its December, and i just finished the 1st semester of my sophemore year. funny thing is, sooo many things have already changed. i have seen an entire other side to people, and some for the good, while most for the bad. i moved in an apartment with 3 of my best friends. and while 2 of them are still my best friends, the 1 that was supposed to be my ( Read more... )

its been about another year, and its seriously crazy about how a person can change. i used to let stupid things like guys effect my everyday life and mood. i try not to do that anymore. i just dont care usually. i have been trying to focus alot of my time on golf, because i do want to become a better player. i dont really get that same empty ( Read more... )

So it has been seirously like years since i wrote in this..haha. and i dont expect anybody to read this but its really the only thing i have to kinda vent without shit getting started. its been almost a month since i broke up with my boyfriend of a year..and i cant seem to get myself happy again. before i met blake i was that girl that couldnt keep ( Read more... )

well i havnt updated in a long time cuz im never home anymore. im gonna be in san angelo in like, 4 hours : ) that means i get to see jenny! yeah i have a golf tournment down there so that means all you people down there better go watch me! anyways.. heres that list i made last time.goals for this semester ( Read more... )

whos ready for labor day weekend ( Read more... )