The couple of weeks after Stella's wedding was almost like jet-lag making me feel sleepy and just plain tired. She went on her honeymoon and came back not too long ago so she dropped by tonight to pack up her clothes. It took her almost 3 hours just to fold her clothes into 7 huge bags. Now the clothes rag hang empty. Looks like I'll be able to ( Read more... )

Nobody was there with her. She could have been crying out for help but the house echoed in silence. Why was she alone? When I received a text, "genie has passed" I froze. Stunt. I neglected her. I found comfort in the blue cubicles tearing my heart out. I just..she...maybe she couldn't take the pain anymore. May you rest in peace. Do doggies go to ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on lately in my life. I've gotten myself so involved in Church, and weddings. And in addition, I've got my career to worry about. Why do I put myself in such a tight position? I think I probably need to cut some slack for myself but sometimes or rather most of the time, I cannot say NO. It's a freaking 2-letter-one-syllable- ( Read more... )

Maybe it was meant to be. I just got "demoted". In a way, I feel more relieved. At least I have less worries. My anxiety level starts fluctuating every time I think about my choices or rather the choices I'm going to make ( Read more... )

The sand is slipping out of my hourglass. The hand is inching faster on the clock face. Dreamless sleeps. If I slit my wrists, I'll bet caffeine flows out ( Read more... )

2007 had been very memorable to me. I scraped through final year, graduated above the red line of 3, got involved in a lot of church activities, graduated from "potter and clay", hang out at the GYM, interview with TM, TM induction course, first day at work, met loads of new people, familiarizing card-giving, attending daily masses and finally ( Read more... )

I haven't checked in for sometime now. Things look OK at work. My boss have been treating me alright. She paid for dinner at the PJ Hilton after their meeting beforehand (I just went there to meet them to draw up a proposal =p). So yeay! Then I went to Pyramid to meet with the rest of the gang for whatever that was left of Al's farewell party. They ( Read more... )

There's something about the air in the breeze that is making me feel not quite right. Maybe it's the November blues or something but anyhow I wished someone would be able to cheer me up instead of always belittling me. I know I'm better than that ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to update less and less. I'm running out of time. Or maybe all I need is motivation to get things done. Procrastination is evil. Swallowing me alive. I need to overcome this. I've got to say no to a lot of things. Choose my sacrifices. Prioritize. Easier said than done ( Read more... )

So many things have happened ever since. I am now a confirmed TM staff currently undergoing training. The On-Job-Training starts tomorrow and I have no clue as to where I am posted (all of us, not just me =p). Followed by a 2-week training course @ Multimedia College (MMC) right after Hari Raya (boo hoo). But I have to admit, this batch of us are ( Read more... )