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God...
I am the stupidest fuck that ever lived. I can't even have a conversation without getting over defensive and saying something I shouldn't. He even gave me a gift and I said... that. There is no amount of apologizing I can do to make up for it.
Neither one of them will ever forgive me.
I am the stupidest fuck that ever lived. I can't even have a conversation without getting over defensive and saying something I shouldn't. He even gave me a gift and I said... that. There is no amount of apologizing I can do to make up for it.
Neither one of them will ever forgive me.
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You know, for some one who's experienced the pain of rape, you're not very sensetive to the pain of others. Even if you've managed to cope differently than Haido has, wouldn't it be more useful to help him rather than make him feel bad for something he can't control?
Sure, you say you're sorry now. Sorry because you realize how your selfish remark hurt some one. Probably more sorry because it will effect how much of Camui's ass you'll be seeing in the future. Well, I don't think you're nearly sorry enough.
I'd love to make you sorry. I'd love to see how well you'd fare if you were sodomized by your father on almost nightly basis from the ages 4 to 17. I'd love to see you make it to the age of 35 without slitting your wrists. I'd love to see how in tact your amazing 'coping' skills are then. Fucker.
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I'm sorry for what happened to him in the past, but that is no reason to take it out on people in the present. Especially someone like Camui that does nothing but try and love him.
As for making it to 35 without hurting myself, I've managed to live ten years past that with all the pain I've stored up over the years without harming myself thank you very much. All life is a gift to be cherished. Our own and that of others. That is why you don't attempt to take your life or the life of others. It isn't your right to do so.
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