You are 21% geek
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i used to think having pride was this indulgent trait that closed yourself off from the world. i felt like people were so scared of what others thought and that fear was manifested through pride. that was my rationale. i would call people i had no business calling--people who had hurt me terribly--just because i wanted to. i knew if i had any pride ( Read more... )

last night i had another bizarre dream. at least i know what this means. ever since i bashed my head, my headaches have been insane. nothing relieves the pain...at least nothing i have access to. work is really stressful right now, which also contributes to my head pain ( Read more... )

the bizarro dreams are back. here is a recap of last night's odyssey ( Read more... )

this week has really sucked. i think i'm going to buy a powerball ticket.

it seems whenever i go through a "crisis" (so to speak) i get bombarded with a ton of crap. 3 years ago, i had a year of complete shit. work sucked. my apartment was the devil's lair. my personal/romantic life was at an all time soul-sucking level. it couldn't really get much worse. i realize that there is a lot wrong in the world. i realize that i ( Read more... )

as i've said before. when it rains it pours. sometimes life likes to take a nice shit on you.

sometimes it takes something fucked up to happen to make you realize what you have. i've never been one to ask much of people--i try to rely only on myself. it has been my experience that if you try to count on people, they only let you down. i've only had a select few that i could ever count on--the ones that you call when you are going through ( Read more... )

damn it. i really fucked up last night. REALLY fucked up ( Read more... )

three more days before vacation ( Read more... )