last night i got home to discover that a stupid squirrel ate through the side of my air conditioner--the accordion-looking part that secures the unit in the window. ANNOYING. i guess i will have to try to order a part to replace it. for now i just duct taped the hell out of it. i'm just scared that it will do it again...and will get into my house ( Read more... )

good god. it is blindingly apparent how much alcohol effects my mood. yesterday i went on another crying jag (drank the night before)...same deal today (drank last night). definitely need to lay off the booze. priority number one ( Read more... )

http://chach-house.net/

"the house that chach built."

BRILLIANT

i just washed my stinky feet in the sink in the bathroom.

ohh, super sorry lunchtime tooth washers.

i can only change myself and my attitude about things.

agenda for the day:

1. no analyzing. this will get you nowhere. worry about facts...not the stuff you invent...who really cares anyway?


2. operation get back on the wagon is in full effect tonight. if you are successful, wednesday is a new day full of spirits and fun.
3. take a walk. enjoy the weather before it becomes disgusting and sucks the life out of ( Read more... )

i don't remember the last time i was this sad. i also don't remember the last time i felt so alone. melodramatic, i know. but give me a break. the hoover is trying to vaccuum up the pieces. the problem is the belt is broken right now.

i wish someone could take away my sorrow. i need to do it myself--it will just take a long time.

(note: the em- ( Read more... )

don't drink wine and try to have a serious conversation.

ANGER MANAGEMENT.

i feel sick. 5 times in the last 3 months my friends.

*sigh* words can't describe what i'm feeling right now.

ANGER MANAGEMENT.

i wish my body and mind would keep up with the things i want to do.

an acquaintance of mine found out that i have an online journal--i decided to read all my entries to see what sort of incriminating items it may contain. the following is a summary of 90% of my entries:

1. my lack of social interaction
2. being hungover
3. the crimson tide

the above doesn't really paint a desirable picture, does it?