Love.....there is no realization of it....its always been a real difficult emotion for me...i love feeling love...i love loving....i love being in love.....so whats the problem right. Tell me what you think about the person you love. Love for me is hard, but only because i make it hard. I just think i put love on a high pedistal that makes me ( Read more... )

Im am really not ready to move on, i'm goin to quit, i can't tell her no and i want to hear yes from .... God im fucked up in the head, maybe runnin is all that i have left, no wait i cant run, i love u, i miss u, errrrrr i feel my mind in my fingertips, i want to just go to her house right now, surprise her with flowers and just be near her, i ( Read more... )

OHHHHH Man sooo its been a while since i have typed anything about anythin in a very long time sooo lets see what comes out. Well first errr lol im mad stoned right now, drank a shit load last night, oh yea im at rutgers right now chillin with jared katie and nate, its been a blast. killed it in beer pong SJ represent.... lol but other than that ( Read more... )

I do not like being single i realized....lol there is temptation everywhere but i dnt long for that.... i long for the warmth a one girl for long amounts of time.... i want to give one girl flowers and get close to that one girl.... one girl to me can blind my sight of everything and thats is a awesome feeling.... I really do not understand how ( Read more... )

Last night was Insane............to say the least for me anyway.

I could fuck up my life and I'm such a dumb ass!!!!

All b/c I'm dumb!

I'm sorry

WEll Lets see. im pretty drunk right now so u forgive so of the ways im spelling things, well lets see where i left off, Oh yea Me and Steph calling it quits... well so far its going well on the front that me and her wont get back together, in other words she already found a guy and she moved to Florida to live with him.....and i also have someone ( Read more... )

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lets see what is new in my life, oh yea EVERYTHING!!!! Steph and I called it quits forever. Now I know that it was said before but this is the End. I am talkin to a rather stunning girl to say the least. She is trully awesome, we talk/text all day. I do not think that there is a minute that goes by that i do ( Read more... )

i dont kno how to be single!!!!!

Me and steph broke up again

Now what?

1.Your Name ( Read more... )

.....86 degree whether coming up....it gets me sooo excited, well i today i fixed my computer(for the 2nd time), work was fun but i cant wait to go to Ventor. Jared picked me up from work and we went to my house and of course bryan was all ready here. We played Pump It Up for a little, hit up my bong(xcept Jared) then i decided to just do this ( Read more... )