i'm reading catcher in the rye again, and i can't get over how much I want to be best friends with holden, especially in the beginning of the book, it cracks me up. or "kills me". i love how the book is not very long. i like its flow. he's extremely descriptive but its not like he describes a specific sunset for 4 pages.. or some shit like that ( Read more... )

10 days of class left ( Read more... )

So i haven't updated in a while.. april is the worst month for music majors.. well really for all majors, but.. bassoon to face all week long.. right now i'm taking a practicing break.. this week i have to play the mozart bassoon concerto for the bassoon professor from eastman who is coming to give a masterclass.. i'm kind of stressed out.. a ( Read more... )

so everyday seems to be getting a little bit better, maybe its because i didn't have to go to classes today for the baylor symphony children's concert. which i really enjoyed. it was just a good day all around.. there was free pizza.. and time to just hang out with otherwise busy nonsocial musicians.. then.. i got home and took a 4 hour break/nap ( Read more... )

so since my last entry i've realized ( Read more... )

so.. evidently somewhere along the line i broke some mirrors or opened some umbrellas up inside, because damn it has been a rocky week ( Read more... )

I just discovered tapioca ( Read more... )

So I just got back from our wind ensemble tour to houston.. talk about draining.. we had a change of directors last year.. which I mean really just throws everything off.. especially in a college setting where what pieces your playing on and your chair is always up in the air.. and you're like.. why in the hell am i having to match this shitty ass ( Read more... )

um. i'm awake.. because i'm finding some kind of peace in this grundgy hole of an apartment. for some reason.. i don't know if you've all had this moment, but if you've just been listening to playlist for a really long time.. and then it gets to the end and there is silence but you don't notice it and then you realize that you're listening to the ( Read more... )

So I woke up at 8 AM.. just to see the freezing rain.. and to see the white roof tops.. just because I'm a true texan and I "shit my britches" everytime I see something that looks remotely like snow ( Read more... )