Well I don't know, whatever, life is really lame lately. I did have fun last night though. I have to watch Gavin today and then go to work all in all not a very thrilling day ahead of me. Most of all I would just like to learn the key to not being an outsider. I don't really belong anywhere. It's like there are four pools of water and I have both ( Read more... )

Well I got into Cleveland state university which is good, but about 5 minutes after I called my dad to tell him I was in the middle of giving Gavin a time out when I bent my knee funny and dislocated my knee cap. My knee cap was on the side of leg, needless to say I was screaming a lot, and had more adrenalin than I knew what to do with. I had to ( Read more... )

I don't know how many real friends I have. I don't mean to sound all whiney or anything, because I know that I do, but I just feel like all the people that I was really close to are so far away now. I don't know what the hell I am doing or what has changed but I miss being around people that are really sincere. I feel like such a burden. I don't ( Read more... )

Well Jan and I are fighting and my house is officially for sale today, also I never wrote my britlit paper and don't really intend to tonight, I may just turn it in a day late.
why is everything so frusterating?
In better news though I am hanging out with Libby tomorrow, she will make me feel better.
I am going to buy a nice bag for my cat.

Well I guess I am moving to Cleveland next year, but if I do so then the year after I am allowed to go to whatever college I want to. I figure it wont be soooo bad, although it will kinda suck. I don't know.
I think that things will work out better this way.

So I need to tell my dad what I am doing with my life next year, by saturday, and if I am not going to Cleveland then I am out on my ass in mid-June.
I had a migrane today, you might say I am a tad stressed, but tomorrow I am supposed to go to Target with Libby and that should help to relieve my stress.

agh

I am so screwed right now.

So it turns out that I am acutally moving to Cleveland, this would not bother me so much if my family was moving say like mid-july but it does quite a number when I am not even sure that I will be here on my birthday. I plan to visit during the summer but I might only be able to go for two weeks, I want to go for four but it really depends on how ( Read more... )

Well my friends the best thing ever happened today, my dream of guidance screwing me over and only getting into MECA actually came true. I didn't get into the other three college's because stuff was so late, and most would be upset about it but I am thrilled because I didn't want to go there and my dad did, but now

I AM GOING TO MAINE COLLEGE OF ( Read more... )

 So I know that about every six months or so I am all like oh I am gonna write in this and keep it up from now on but this time I really intend to because I don't want to miss anything. If I don't write in this then I want people to yell at me because I haven't used this as much since I was what 15 ( Read more... )