Full Name - Paul Fitzpatrick del Mazo ( Read more... )

I want the music to flood over me, engulf me, make me drown in its emotion. I want to give up control, lie in a dark room, and just listen to the chords and beats. Why do I care so much about people that I don't even know that well? Why do I worry about them? People scare and sadden me so much. When they post nude pictures of themselves online for ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What Hardcore band are you? (revised)"

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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? went vegetarian ( Read more... )

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Midterms suck. Procrastination sucks. Homework sucks. Tests suck. Grading sucks. Work sucks. Obligations suck. Being sore sucks. Not having food and being hungry sucks. I need sleep. And more Elliott Smith.

It's another one of those times where I'm questioning absolutely everything about my position in life. Why am I in college? Why am I taking the classes that I am? Why do I feel the need to try and graduate in so short a time with a major that I only partially enjoy? Why aren't I spending all of my time doing art? These are some of the more pressing ( Read more... )

It was a good night. In the being alone and completely absorbed in drawing in a sketchbook kind of way.

Esta es una de las noches en que siento tan solo. Cuando estaba en el autobus, regresando de la calle Pacific, estaba pensando que nadie le gusto. No se exactamente porque, pero eso es lo que estaba corriendo en la cabeza. Mis amigos con quienes vivo son los maximos, pero a veces, no se si les gusto. I guess that a phsychiatrist would call that ( Read more... )

10 songs you've been listening a lot to lately ( Read more... )