I thought that over time Ide get over these feelings of dislike but I haven't..they are just as strong as the day I laied eyes on her. I just cant stop hating her. Evey time I think about her I get so angry...I want to just smash her face. The funny thing is shes not the only person that hurt me in that situation but Ive long since forgiven the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just get the impulse to get up and hit you...BAM rite across the face ( Read more... )

I just dont trust you any more....you have broken me down and worn me out.I dont even know how to handle you any more...the more I find out the less Im suprised....I think i deserved you at one point,but its just geting ridiculous now. What the hell am I supposed to do,Im trapped.

Jan 22,2007 4:33AM

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Baby coming soon ( Read more... )

I feel like Im never going to have this damn baby. Hes going to stay in me untill hes 40 ( Read more... )

Ok...less than a month to go,God Im scared.I watched this video that showed birth...the baby coming out wasnt so bad but when it showed the placenta coming out I wanted to gag.Grose to the max!!!!!!!!!
I wish I had prego pictures to show,although some people still think I dont look pregnant ha ha ha,good for me I guess,no stretch marks!!!

SO Im already about 6 in a half months prego...only three left.Man I cant believe it. I have such a hard tiem convincing myself Im going to have a baby sometimes.
I found out the baby is a boy,and his name will be Evan.
Im excited but scared!!!!!!!!!!!!

man this picture is old...I dont think Ive seen a single one of these people in over a year!!!


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I hate it when people act like they have a problem but when you ask them what it is they tell you its nothing.Dont act like I did something wrong and then hold back when I ask you to tell me.I can handle it Im a big girl.
What ever Im not going to waste my time trying to get people to tell me how they feel if they dont want to be real with me.Thats ( Read more... )